I was looking at pictures from our gala & auction and discovered that I'm much (to use a very un-PC word) fatter than I thought I actually am. I had a rude awakening last night when I was looking at some pictures of myself. I really thought I looked good that night, I mean, I barely ate anything the couple of weeks before the gala since I was so busy. But, no. Looking at those pictures made me want to pass out. In my mind, I'm much, much skinnier, which is probably better being so unaware.
So, I am really going to try this time. I think I need some outside help, since I'm clearly not getting the job done. Time to call in the extra forces! There is a Jenny Craig literally 2 blocks from me. Maybe I should get off the computer & walk there right now & surrender.